i miss our home because its been month since i last went home in padada.. I was so touch because my mom and my relatives because they always texts me every Saturday if i will go home and when i said i wont go home they ask why and they always text me if i already eat my dinner and remind me to always lock the door and if someone will knock i should ask first who it is. My sister text me earlier that my aunt give me a native chicken because she was expecting me to go home, i was so touch and i want to cry because my aunt love’s me so much even though im so bad sometimes. I want to go home in my birthday because it is Saturday, maybe after my class i will go straight home. Speaking of my birthday, i hope that my old friends, love one’s and my special one wont forget to greet me in my birthday..

I have one wish on my birthday, and that is not to give anymore burdens to mom..i want to ask sorry for her and for the things that i have done wrong.. i want to say to her how much i love her and dad..

when i went to school i see an old woman that reminds me of someone.. yes, a very special someone it my grandmother.. when i look at the old woman she is so neat just like my grandmother, her hair that is color white and her skin..i couldn’t help but to stare at her..i miss my grandmother so much and the moment i look at her my eyes got misty.. its hard to miss someone when you know you cant see her forever, the only thing that remains is the good memories that he/she shared with you, its so hard to see the pictures because it will remind of the her good traits and theres nothing we could do but to pray for them that in their journey to another life they will see the light..

I really miss you, and it hasn’t been the same
I drop a tear whenever I hear your name.