cherry topped life

I know you have your own life to live now. I know things won’t be the way it used to be. I know we have to spread ourselves so that we can be mature. But I hope you won’t forget the family.

I miss the Sundays when you’d sit beside me during dinner.

I miss the times when I can see you at the couch, lying around and watching tv.

I miss the times when I can drag you to come with me to the mall to buy silly stuffs.

I miss the times when we plan to watch movies.

I just miss my little brother.

You are no longer the little brother that I know.

You have spread your wings way to far, that I can no longer reach you.

And it’s the thought that saddens me, the makes me weep when I go to sleep.

It’s the thought that you have forgotten to be a brother, a son, a friend, and just you to us.

I let you explore the world for you to learn things.  But please be cautious in everything you do. For maybe one day, you might realize you have dug a hole. A hole too deep that you can no longer climb up and save yourself.

Just don’t go too far, for maybe one day, you’ll have a hard time looking for us. But no matter what happens, you’ll always be my little brother.

I miss you little brother.  Just come back anytime.