cherry topped life

Imagine yourself that one day, one of your loved ones is kidnapped. Then kidnappers would eventually call you asking for a big sum of money that you don’t even know how to raise that sum. Even how hard you try to beg to just release your loved one but you realized that the perpetrator just hanged up on you. Then another phone rings again, for the nth time, demanding a little less than the initial amount plus a threat to kill your loved one. You are given 3 days to produce that amount of money. But after exhausting all efforts, you were still not able to reach the amount of money even if you pawned all your jewelries, house and lot and all assets you own. Then the phone rings, negotiations until an extension is given, but a final one. You, then, miraculously reach that amount and come to an agreement on how and when to drop the ransom money. After dropping the money to the instructed location, you received a phone call to fetch your loved one at a certain place after 2 hours. After 2 hours, you immediately went to the place waiting for your loved one. But then, after some time, no loved one showed up. No news whatsoever, not even a phone call from the leech. You tried calling the mobile phone number but it already out of reach. You wait…

wait… wait..

years.. years…

until reaching almost a decade of waiting…

still waiting…..

This Christmas season is one of my most memorable time.

This may not the most well-expended, but this is the most celebrated time of the year. For one, it is the Lord’s birthday. Also, it is a surprise reunion for our family.  Aside from dinner with my dad’s side, mom’s sisters came all the way to Davao to surprise her on her 60th birthday on the 28th. Also on the 31st, we went to the beach with the whole family. It was really quite a blast…

It has been a long time since we gathered together for a special occasion. This is the time when there were exchange of stories, went busy with the preparations and had dinner. Though the time is quite limited, but the catching up was fruitful for all of us.  We were able to bring them to Eden Nature Park, Jack’s Ridge and some known food establishments.

For this year’s celebration, I can say ” this is one Christmaxx!”

Teenagers and so are the Tweeners are drooling over Edward and Bella’s story. And so am I. I’ve been so hooked up with the ebook I have. I’m not the usual type of romance-reader, but this is the first time that got me gaga to a love story. I don’t know what’s in it, but this story won’t make me stop until i get my eyes sored (not from crying, though).

I just finished reading the Twilight story, and now i’m into New Moon. I am so engrossed with the story that i can no longer afford to be disturbed. I even have thought of buying an I-Touch phone so that i can bring the story with me anywhere, considering i don’t really find the technology useful to me…

I even find myself dreaming over Edward (not really the actor who portrayed in the movie). I even, somewhat, feel what Bella feels. I felt those “butterflies in the stomach” at every mushy lines Edward utters to Bella. Sigh. I even wanted to have someone like him, less the vampire-tye of being. Pathetic. Dreaming. Hoping.  Sigh.

So much for dreaming. Back to Reality. Need to take my bath now, bestfriend’s here to fetch me to go to my friend’s house. I guess I have to postpone drooling over Edward for now.

i feel good.. everything seems to be better now… it seems all pieces of the puzzle is going in place… i see a clearer picture of a better tomorrow…

the  family is good.. the heart is way better (the love, it’ll come soon! haha!!)… the life is so much good… and that makes me feel good everyday… oh, the career… the career is quite stagnant for now… but i’m still in a comfortable zone…  probably, sooner or later i’ll push myself if i feel i’m getting rusted… but as of now, still good…

afterall, the now is important for the tomorrow… i’m building everything today… so tomorrow will be stronger, brighter, happier and fulfilling…

Have you ever wondered why bad things happen? Ever thought why negative you have such misfortunes? I must say, it is because we always thought of negative things. We would always say, ” I don’t want to be late” or “I don’t want them to treat me such”. We always say we don’t, but still we include the “don’t” word, which brings to the negativity world. Instead of saying “DON’T”, just say the opposite.

Positivity. It brings good things to us. It brings happy memories and attracts what we really want. We should always say the good things. We should say, ” I will arrive on time” or ” I will be treated with respect”. We should always think of positive, which changes our outlook in life. We should see the positive side and attract positive energies to us. Remember, everything were created good. The Creator never created negative things in this world.

I know it is hard since we are used to saying “I don’t”, but trying won’t make any harm at all. Maybe it will really work. But for sure, it makes us see the best things in life. It changes us to feel and be aware that the best things are based on our outlook in life. Let us be in the state of POSITIVITY!

I know you have your own life to live now. I know things won’t be the way it used to be. I know we have to spread ourselves so that we can be mature. But I hope you won’t forget the family.

I miss the Sundays when you’d sit beside me during dinner.

I miss the times when I can see you at the couch, lying around and watching tv.

I miss the times when I can drag you to come with me to the mall to buy silly stuffs.

I miss the times when we plan to watch movies.

I just miss my little brother.

You are no longer the little brother that I know.

You have spread your wings way to far, that I can no longer reach you.

And it’s the thought that saddens me, the makes me weep when I go to sleep.

It’s the thought that you have forgotten to be a brother, a son, a friend, and just you to us.

I let you explore the world for you to learn things.  But please be cautious in everything you do. For maybe one day, you might realize you have dug a hole. A hole too deep that you can no longer climb up and save yourself.

Just don’t go too far, for maybe one day, you’ll have a hard time looking for us. But no matter what happens, you’ll always be my little brother.

I miss you little brother.  Just come back anytime.

Most people love to make up stories. Those stories that may destroy one’s reputation or even one’s relationship from another.  It is those nonsense hearsays (or chismis, as famously known term) that makes one person a better someone or a b*tch. But why do people need to make such?

People make up stories for the purpose of gaining someone’s trust or just would want to make the “victim” the worst person created on earth. Some would want to destroy a relationship for the mere purpose of getting the attention and promote their well-being. Do you get what i mean? haay.. damn those poeple.

But what should the victim do? Let them be. It is not always their time. Like the saying, “If you get things that fast, you will also lose it that fast”, so don’t worry of those insecure irrelevant creatures. You know your worth. Those “wannabe-authors”won’t even be worth your time, effort and worries. Just hang in tight, an solution will come. You may not realize it, someone’s doing something. Just hang in tight. (wink)

The thought of you leaving is a nightmare… And I thought this is only a nightmare…

But, this is for real now! Everything’s now hitting me…

You’re really moving on to a better future state for you and your family…

And when you leave,  I will only have memories of you right here beside me (and literally)

There will only be a blank seat beside me..

No one will walk in to work at past 9 AM carrying a big backpack with a laptop…

No one to share baby stories with..

No one to drag to brush teeth at 1 PM…

No one to listen to all my nonsense stuff and the whinings..

No one to share my chocolates, cookies, softdrinks, a slice of bread or half of a corncob..

No one to call me into taking lunch or coffee breaks..

No one to open my drawers and ask for baby wipes, tee-pee or toothpaste…

No one to ask to when in doubt of things…

No one will comfort me (even if words are not necessary)…

No one will be more excited on the thought of going to the beach and wear swimsuits…

No one will capture wonderful moments with the artistic way of shooting photos..

No one will be running around when the BIG Boss is around…

No one to convince me to drink coffee…

No one to join us in a lot of silly stuffs…

No one will IM me on a regular basis…

No one will be more hip, cool as you…

No one will have a table as messy as yours.. lol

No one will be like you…

No one will be more than you…

No one can replace you..

You will be the only ONE…

You’ll always be a friend, confidante and sister…

I wish you all the best there…  even lovelife… lol

I wish with you on what you wish for…

I love you friend…  keep in touch…

**fighting back the tears as i write this** (sniff sniff…)

Have you ever thought of having your nose done? Then consider this scenario:

You started wondering how it feels like to have your nose done. Started to plan of having a noselift. You started saving up. Went to a clinic offering nose job services for consultation. Then you were scheduled for a noselift operation.

Then on the day of the operation, you feel anxious, excited, and nervous at the same time. Went to the clinic for pre-operation briefing and explanation of the procedure. Then, the pastic surgeon would instruct you to lie on the operating table. Then the procedure would begin. After some time, the procedure is finished. You wake up, looking at your swelled nose. After some time, the swelling begins to subside. Then all incisions are healed. You remove the bandages and was shocked at what you see, your worst nightmare.  And suddenly you screamed (at the top of your lungs)!!!! What happened to my dream nose?! It became hilarious and crooked… Such a disappointment. Then you regret having your nose done!

But worry no more! There are remedies for this. Of course, this is not the natural way.  But it is for sure would correct the nightmare and would bring back your hopes to have your dream nose.  This website would give you a lot of information on bad nose surgery repair.

i need a strong slap…

i need a drink…

to take the pain away..

to take away the stubborness and stupidity in me..

they say time heals all wounds….

but they never said it would take so much time…

too much time, too much pain…

slap me! whomp me! hit me!

take me back to my senses….

**bow**